Slipping back into old habits
July 3, 2009
I haven’t posted in a while because I’ve been avoiding admitting that I’m struggling to stay on track. I’ve had such the urge to shop and spend money…it’s crazy. Geez, maybe I do have a shopping addiction after all.
Just today I decided I needed some new sunglasses. I just put my old ones on to discover a huge scratch going right in front of my eye. So annoying. I like buying nice things, so instead of just going to Target and getting a pair for $10 or so, I head to an expensive department store and find a pair on sale…for $100. I was on my way to pay for them, and I just had to stop and question myself and this purchase. It is really going to make myself feel better to buy $100 sunglasses and risk my family’s financial situation? My answer was no, so I put them back and left the store. Whew!
However, I’ve been spending money much more freely the last couple of weeks. I bought some new clothes for my vacation, I’ve been eating out at least once a day, and I had a major shopping spree for hair products and make-up about a week ago. I’ve also started planning my next big vacation for next March, but I’m feeling incredibly guilty about it.
I guess I’m just writing this to get these feelings off my chest. If I really want to change for the long-term, I’m going to have to confront these setbacks but continue to march on! This is what reigning money means to me.
If you like name brand sunglass you may try going to Ross or TJ Maxx. The other day while standing in line I was suprised at the name brand sunglasses that were marked down to $12.
That’s actually where I bought my last pair, so I’ll be checking it now that I’m back on track for now. Thanks!
I was so glad to see your post. After reading that an effective way to deal with debt is to blog, I started watching your blog. I was discouraged not to see any recent postings. I, too, struggle. On Tuesday, I paid my bills for the month and once again started a “no spending” plan. I wasn’t going to eat out at all or make unplanned purchases. I went out to eat today and spend $42 at Target. I don’t want to continue this cycle. I have got to pay off my debt! It seemed a good time to start since I just bought (charged) all new make up, clothes and shoes. There is no excuse. I’ll try again tomorrow.
Thanks for your blog and your honesty. I have kept my shopping addiction my little shameful secret.
It’s so nice to have someone find some value in my blog. This is such a struggle, and I know will be a long journey. It’s great to know that I have people cheering me on!